It is looking more and more like i will be out with Mistress MUCH sooner than either one of us expected!!! i am so excited, yet i am super nervous. As any submissive will tell you i am sure, all i want is to please Mistress. i love Her more than i can express. She has brought into my life love, light, pleasure, happiness, contentment, and stability. i know that last one is hard to understand since we are so far apart. But, it is true. i have never felt so safe.
i trust Her. i don't even think i trust my best friend as much. Mistress was the first person i told about all the things my father did to me. She has helped me start to grow into the person i want to be.
Now i really need to get serious. i have been, but now it is becoming more real. i think i am most nervous about disappointing Mistress. But i know with Her there to guide me i can do almost anything!
Is it time to move yet? ;)
Nervous bubbly anticipation :) Awww hugs
ReplyDeleteSo happy to hear that things are going well you!
ReplyDeleteTake a few deep breaths, get yourself organized and when the time comes to go i'm sure you'll be more than ready.
i find making lists helps me feel less nervous. About 4.5 yrs ago i moved half way across Canada... i think my (now) ex would have died if i had made one more list... i had lists for everything, including the gas stations that we were going to stop at! But then again i love my lists!!
Keep us posted as developments present themselves. :)
~elle