Dealing

How does one deal with frustrations when they know nothing can be done about it? Is it even something to be frustrated about?
i still have not been able to talk to Mistress either. Situation comes up, Mistress gets sick. Ok. One more frustration to add to the list. Not being there to take care of Her. All day long my heart hurt knowing She did not feel good and i could do nothing to ease Her pain.
Some people (ok, Mistress) say that i need to tell Her everything. i wonder, if i know there is nothing She can do, and She is so far away, and She is not doing well Herself, why would i put more on Her? i am used to being the one people come to to talk to and share their problems with. i have always been the strong one. i was even my mother's confidant. It is hard to share everything.
i need to just tell myself this part of my life is soon ending. Soon, i will be able to share all of the fun things Mistress and i will do together. i know i will still write about some of the hard things, but i am so looking forward to all that we will do together. Something happy to go to sleep to. Good night!!!