Ooops

i was feeling great, relaxed, frisky, and playful last night. i actually asked Mistress if we could play. Even though She made me wait WAY too long ;) we did eventually play a little last night.

She started off with a little fire play, which is something i have been curious to try for a while. Most of it felt great. Only a few times did it get a little too warm, but that was still great! :) Unfortunatly, She only did fire play for a few minutes.

Mistress then asked me if i was willing to give needle play a try. She knows needles freak me a out a little (ok, a lot, but who's counting?), which is why She was kind enough to ask. i could not say no to Her. She has talked about wanting to try it on me for quite a while now. i figured i would be ok.

The putting in of the needles was not horrible. A couple hurt decently, but not enough to make me say "Never again." Mistress, thankfully, only put in five needles. Once they were all in, She rubbed them, which now that i think about it i kinda liked that part. Mistress then proceeded to take them out. i was fine with the first one. The second did not hurt, but i whited out. (my world does not go all black, but is pretty and white, so i never say blacked out.) i had felt myself falling, but could barely talk to let Mistress know. The next thing i knew, Mistress was saying my name in a very scared voice. i knew i was weak, so i put my head on my knees and started to feel better. i asked Mistress what happened. She stated that i had become unresponsive and She had called my name a few times and even slapped my face a couple of times (not hard, but enough that i should have felt it, which i did not.) i knew Mistress was freaked out, even though She tried to hide it. i tried to appologize, but She would have none of it. She said if She had not pressured me into it, i never would have tried it.

Well, Mistress, sorry. You are wrong. :) If i know you want to do something bad enough, i will try it for you. Even if i "know" i will hate it. One never knows if they will hate something until they honestly try it out. i want to make you happy Mistress. Please remember, i am ok. i still think you are worried about me this morning. i love you Mistress. i always will. :D