Today i was trying to get in touch with my submissive side. Was having a hard time time for some weird reason. i asked Mistress to give me a task. She generously agreed to. It was simple. Look up and send to Her the origins of BDSM. FUN!!!
Did you know that the first recorded consentual flogging happened in the 9th century BC in a temple to Artemis in Sparta? (i find that funny because she was a virgin goddess!) i actually learned a lot! Now i kinda wanna keep studying and maybe write something. How cool would that be?!
Something as simple as following through on something (even though i asked for it) has positiviely MADE MY DAY!!!
To add to that, Mistress informed me that She protected me from someone today (long story). Knowing She loves me that much just makes me feel like i am walking on a cloud. i think today has proven to me that i am EXACTLY where i need to be. Mistress is helping me be the person i have always needed to be. Thank You Ma'am! i love You!!!
If you can experience this kind of happiness, then i am happy for you!
simple tasks of making one self impowered is the best. for a person to find that one person to push them is what I feel most look for in life. im so happy that you have found that. for how ever long it lasts, a week, month, year or lifetime never take it for granted. Its someting special some people never find, and if they do it never lasts.
ReplyDeleteand BDSM virgins are always a good kink ;)